The Escape ( Chapter 1 )
It all started with my utterly disturbed life. My life was like the life of a bird, which was in a cage since her birth. I was 21 then, a brown girl, not at all beautiful. My days were monotonously spent studying and listening to taunts from my parents and then the nights, they too weren’t different at all. I was lost in this crowded world, all alone. I had no one to spend my evenings with, to share my day with or to have my dinners with. I never belonged to the family I was born in, and they never let me spend my time with my friends. Technically I was trained to love the monotonousness of this robotic life, which apparently I hated. I have a family comprising four people. Maa, the head of our family, actually never loved me because I am a girl child, and she wanted a boy. To be honest, I never cared much about that. But, I hated the way she used to showcase her hatred religiously daily. I literally used to cry every day. Next is my father, Papa. I guess he loves me but he actually never expressed it. The rude behaviour of my mother never bothered him. But he always scolded and abused me if I ever disrespect anyone, even if I am right and my actions are justified. And then, there was my brother, loved by everyone. He is the first boy in our generation. He was perfect for everyone. The great; Rajiv Bhatia. I always felt like an unwanted child, neither loved nor respected nor even taken care of. There, I felt so lonely; for me, there was no other worst place than this, emptiness. And one night, after one fight, I escaped. I just run away from the life I was living and never wanted to live. And this is the story of my life, after that escape…
What you feel is completely natural. There is a proper study on the psychological effect on younger child. Work on yourself, break comfort zones and achieve your dreams.
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